Saturday, April 9, 2011

Some Days...

Some days I feel like I am doing so well at this whole long distance thing. Some days I feel like I can easily do it all. Take care of the house, the kids, enjoy my crafts, keep myself busy and be happy doing it. Some days its easy and I make it through the day without feeling like I am going to fall apart and cry.

Then there are some days where I feel like I am completely and utterly failing. I feel like I am constantly swimming in circles and barely keeping my head above water. Some days I can't see how I am going to keep it up for another hour, let alone another year. Some days I question how I will keep my kids happy, my husband happy and succeeding in his new career and not completely lose myself.

And then there are days that are somewhere in the middle, where I know I am perfectly capable of doing this and doing it well but where I just don't want to.

But I believe in our family, in our love and that we are never given more that we are capable of handling. I believe... I have faith...

Em xo

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