Time. It passes. And fast.
Since my Christmas vacation, my blogging has been pretty non existent. There was so much going on while we were away there was no time to blog, and I didn't want to waste my summer on the beach tapping away on my laptop.
Then we came back from holidays. The slump came. I missed everyone. I didn't feel like blogging. Then it was the chaos of the start of the new school and work year. My hours at work more than doubled. I said I would get back to blogging when things settled down and I got back into the routine. When I had more time.
Months passed, with a few random blog posts here and there. Then it was Easter. More business. And Mia's birthday. Now its back to school for another term. It still felt like I had no time.
Now I am finally settled into the new routine and feel like I have more time on my hands.
Then I look back over the blog and see that I have written nothing of real substance for coming up to 5 months. Almost 5 months. Can you believe that?
And now the fear has set in.
Where exactly do I begin at getting back into this. What do I say? I mean after this long, is anyone really going to notice if I start up again. Is it worth it? And then its back to what on earth do I say.
Its crazy really. When you are blogging everyday, it all flows so easily. My mind was always coming up with post ideas in a really natural way. Now I am trying to force it and I get zip. If I am honest its been like this since Christmas, and time or lack thereof has just been a part of the reason for my extended break. More of an excuse really. But I miss this blog, I miss other blogs. I miss the feedback and interaction between myself, readers and other bloggers. I want to be a part of this again. I have flicked through some other blogs and boy have I missed a tonne! Seriously out of the loop.
None of this is making a whole lot of sense and I'm not really sure of the point of this post other than to say to those of you still visiting and only ever seeing the same old posts, thank you. Thank you for coming back again and again.
I hope that I can get my groove back and find the purpose of my blog again. I think its in definite need of a makeover, to make it more about, well me and my family and my life.